I used to think I had superpowers.
I could sense when something was wrong before it happened.
Than I realized I'm crazy

To my Dave-Head

He's the reason there's a spring in my step.
He's the reason why I say, "Bless you", when someone sneezes.
He's the reason why I smile at strangers.
He's the reason why I don't mind the cold.
I love him with all of my heart and mean that with all of my soul and will love him for all of eternity.

There's just no point in trying to make something of yourself. Now, that's not a depressed person speaking. No, in fact, I feel as if I have a somewhat descent grasp on my life. Just be who you are and let relationships grow, naturally. Forcing yourself to be a certain way will only satisfy for a time. If you're unhappy with you then change. But if you're someone who has a good heart and are kind, don't be anything else.

I miss me.

Kids and Family. Work and Bills. Sleep and Fun. Movies and Music. Dreams and Reality. Friends and Morals. The beginning was wonderful. Life Changing. I've changed in so many ways. I have an entirely new perspective on life. I can express myself in ways I never could. All because of one person. It was so beautiful...Never pure. I feel like an experiment that failed. Something backfired and now I can't wait to no longer be "wife" and to finally be me.

You have to live. You can't always depend on someone else. Why can't people just be ok with...people. Your stupid religion and expectations. Face your mistakes and close your Bible. I never had a good example. Stupid excuse. I'm going to make people happy. Whatever I end up doing in life I know those I come across will be happy to have met me. As awkward as I may be.

I have this amazing sister...She has an ability to capture the beauty in everything with her camera and her words. I really do find her moving...
I know she would feel awkward if she read this but I really want her to know that she inspires me.
If you read her blog and look at her photos you will understand. There is a love for life and her family that I could live off of forever.
I want to make it a point to be more and to do more and to capture more of the perfection that is all around me.
These times that I have with my children are/can be never ending...if I do it right.

California Dreamin'